Still Winter…

now then – where is the sun?

where is the warm spring, the damned weathermen are praying for almost two weeks? here in munich is still deepest fucking winter; the streets are icy and on the dirty pavements hills of black and yellow snow. right now we have 29 F outside, i can’t really stand it anymore. my freezing bones are aching, fever is high and i have the darkest depressions; my weird life is boring, i’m dizzy and i permanently run against walls and doors; my morbid mind is twisted, and even the sick sight of deep cuts in the flesh and gallons of flowing blood can’t calm me down a little bit. it drives me crazy; i’m just thinking of a warm bath, a bottle of whisky and a sharp knife…

so – where is the sun..?